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十年  posté le jeudi 26 novembre 2009 05:43

當我的腦海裡像過電影一樣,浮現這十年來人生的一幀幀畫面,很難接受歲月已到了可以用滄桑來形容的時候。
就好比在十年前,我也同樣想用這樣一個充滿成熟感的詞彙來裝飾自己,顯得頗有內涵時,其實那是一個多麼幼稚天真的玩笑。而到如今眼前,卻有車載斗量的記憶讓一切變得這般真實。以至於每當夜深人靜時自己都不願相信,原來一轉眼十年都過去了。
多 少個天亮以前,黃昏以後的空洞,好像幽靈一樣無聲無息地湧進那些難以思議的片斷。是是非非的日夜喧鬧,琳瑯滿目的車水馬龍,就像春夏秋冬一般輕奏著規律的 節奏,把內心隱藏的豐富營養麻木地從身邊抽走,然後慢慢消失。一個個陌生的臉孔,一個個熟悉的朋友,甚至一個個生命裡曾經如此重要的親人……一個個清晰了 又模糊掉,直到成為我們的雙手再也抓不住的舊夢。在無數的深霄中,一會兒在眼前瓦解成空氣裡的碎片,一會兒又清醒地在記憶的沉渣裡泛起影像,這就是十年時 間填充下來的歲月。
是的,十年的滄海中匯集了生命裡無數的點滴。手心裡也沒有塗抹任何不該忘卻的痕跡,我們可以隨時回到那一天。那個場景的笑聲和 哭泣仍然可以讓你在每一晚的孤獨和興奮中感同身受,也許比電影還要真實和強烈。那一刻的重現也就是無數的文學家和藝術家書寫和經營了一生的追求,因為那一 刻自己就是主角,那一刻就是不朽!
在十年中,我從校園時光到今天社會上的蠅營狗苟。記不得有多少次經過從前的校園,望到那間教室的窗戶裡,那裡不 知道變化了多少張臉孔,但彷彿裡面還是會響起過去我和甲乙丙丁的聲音。也記不得有多少次經過曾經上下班的街道,彷彿人流中,那些來去如梭的身影裡也還有我 穿行過的氣息。更記不得多少個他和她曾經儷影雙雙的街頭,有多少美好和心碎一直是十年來輾轉反側的心情。
打拼,就在這樣的日出和日落裡。從A地到B地,又從B地到了C地,然後多半還會有D、E、F……在生活和生存的“無主題變奏”下,平凡和不平凡的你跟我,誰有沒有停下來想過什麼是真義?
就 好比這些年來,遇見了一個個從陌生到友好的行人,誰也多半從來沒有預期過什麼叫真情。因為很可能下一個季節來臨時,有一些人就會從友好變回到陌生,誰不是 像漂泊的候鳥一樣棲息不定呢。人的一生不多半是這樣譜寫著主旋律嗎?從這一個十年再到下一個十年。也許已經逝去很多的美麗,也許還會擁有很多嶄新的血液。 因為十年的光陰來去,總會因為習慣而重複一些什麼,有的,甚至每一天都會讓人有這樣情不自禁的反复時刻。
因為你我都可以想像,下一個十年裡,你我 還會同樣感嘆著今天的一切,好像我今天在這裡思念起當初的你一樣。彷彿回味兒時的天空,田野間偶爾的彩虹和繁星,如今一切都已遙遠。也許那樣並不真實。是 的,記憶總是充滿誤會。也許我們想要拼命記住的總會被主觀意識潤色,總想記住過去的好。因為都知道過去了往往就意味著永不再見。例如那些早已遠去背影,也 許他們都還在某一座城市的人海裡浮沉,但對你我來說,也許而已。
多年以後,我還會想起今天麼?就如同我曾問你多年以後還會記得起我麼。那麼可曾 想過,究竟是十年以後記住的今天是真實,還是注定會化作塵煙的,正在經歷的今天是真是呢?我們的記憶和生活是從什麼時候開始這樣矛盾?而我,也許還有你, 到底需要怎樣的一段歷史,我們真的擁有那些時光麼?
忘記過去意味著背叛。所以,是不是為了留下什麼,是不是為了顯得自己適應社會而填補著歷史的 空白。可是,有多少是確切的存在呢?當一切累積成過去的暗潮,在時光的潮汐下洶湧澎湃,一切儘管還像是昨天發生的,但一切也都已經是昨天不能挽回了。但誰 曾想要計較,“昨天”到底發生了什麼,“昨天”究竟在哪裡?不能說每一個人都活在幻想裡。可為什麼一旦有了十年的光陰跨度,竟會讓“過去”都成為這樣迷亂 的夢境,遙遠嗎?不准確。觸摸嗎?顯然不能。只可以供奉在心靈的神社和祠堂中悼念,祭拜或者懺悔。歲月,竟然在某個時刻會有這樣讓人傷感的力量。
今天的生活可能是五顏六色,可一旦十年一夢醒來後,添加上記憶的砝碼,很快就讓人感到沉甸甸的悲涼。
十年是一場煙花的寂滅,轉身後心如刀割的蒼老會瞬間爬進你我的眼神。十年是一道注定的符咒,宛如是紅塵宿命年輪下的轍痕,讓你我慢慢成為歷史燃燒過的灰燼。也好像是某一次的因緣過去以後,就已經沒有任何可能燎原的星火,點化在剎那間的泡影和蜉蝣中。
十年對人來說只是一段時間的單位,時間的有限可能對人來說是一種恐懼,而時間的無限可能對人來說又是一種絕望。所以如果做鬼的話,人也許會很厭惡。而如果做神的話,人也許會很無奈。

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心路淺吟  posté le jeudi 03 septembre 2009 05:31

牛尾巴在温暖的斜阳里一甩一摆。你手中的竹杆在与牛背沟通中开成一朵喇叭花,在光阴的精心呵护下,弥漫着田园的芬芳。天空中一群小鸟游戏着,甜甜的歌声和你那群伙伴开心笑音对接得很好。小伙伴们和鸟象一群快快乐乐的音符,你是其中蹦上蹦下的一个。你们的布景是大人嘴中的万亩草原,无边的绿意如海,风拂浪起,浪到天边。你的目光跟着,还有你的纯真的心。天那边是不是住着神仙的问题,让你和大部分人的童年一样困惑。还有去看一看,探个究竟的好奇。那个时节,读书无用论已淡出了舞台,考大学跳农门的春风让每一根小草都跃跃欲试。父亲的目光盯在你的那张考试卷子上,再盯到你身上时,有时如刀,有时如水。你不知道几千年的儒家文化沉积,正在父亲的目光中闪光。你不知道祖祖辈辈的梦和你有多少关系。你初惴惴的,惶惶的,象一只被人围捉的小免。何时开始,祖先们的梦成了你的梦。你用不知世事不知风雨的想象将梦装点得童话一般。太阳升起的时候,五彩的云霞镀亮你清明的眼睛。

那些光阴,是甜的,象一颗你童年难得享受的糖。

从湘水迁栖沅水的选择,与神州大地的那波改革潮有关,与你的父亲有关。那波改革潮后来被普天之下的大多数人认为焕发了古老东方的生机。它改变了许许多多人的命运,包括你的一家人的命运。各色各样的文字里都说大多数的命运变好了,日子基本上都是阳光和春风了,可你不是其中之一。父亲对城市的向往和代代不甘面朝黄土背朝天的农民一样通俗。通俗的梦里,城市有着体面的工作,宽敞的住房,不要再和泥土亲过来亲过去。你就这样在通俗梦的引领下,搭乘那艘载满希望的船到了沅水边。你好久之后,才真正明白,一颗草在田里能青葱生长,到水泥地上就只有有气无力的份。父亲的梦碎沅水,开始了你少年的万顷忧伤,和一个个的心灵成长泥潭。

细雨斜斜地飘着,风寒寒地刮着。天阴阴沉沉的,云的阔大的脸上,没一丝笑意。天地万物都在细雨编织的网里,影影绰绰的,寻不出几缕鲜活。愁绪肆意地。忧伤丰盈地。你低着头,惊惶地从雨中穿过。这是你灵魂深处的经典意境。你和你的心不论春夏秋冬都站在这意境里,很长很长的日子里,你走不出来,也没有意识到要走出来。

你象一只受惊的小动物,在一个陌生的环境里,一丝风都让你心慌不已。你怕人,怕事,怕天怕地。你的心脆弱得如易凋的花。你把自己囚起来,找一个自以为是的理由。你把一片树叶,无限地幻大,以为是梦想的天堂。那片树叶,支起你的日子,支起你的青春。你对书上的好多东西充满不信任,但又常常被某一个理念,某几个文字所俘虏。你以为精神是自由的,其实总在成为别人思想的跑马场,别人文字的奴隶而不自知。和你同行的人都活在地上,都走在一条大多数人欣赏的因而显得宽阔平坦的大路上,你活在天上那块云彩里,你偏离了那条宽而平的大路,陷入了自以为无限风光的泥潭。

你人格的园林里,自信如没有得到一点营养的树,长得瘦小不堪,那自卑却疯长成材;勇敢的种子象是天生不足,长起来萎琐不振,还那恐惧却郁郁茂盛……人格园林里,该长的没有长,不该长的却肆意地汹涌地,看过去是杂草丛生,可你不知道。

人是群居动物。你学过这几个文字。你背得下来,却没有真正弄通。你把握不住人与人的距离。你要么敞开心府,让人一览到底,真诚常为不怀好意的人所用,要么拒人千里之外,以一幅冷漠的姿态阻断善意的交流。你看人,以点代面,看到缺点,难以看到优点。你自以为是完人,苛求别人和世事的完美,你不知道这种苛求恰恰地证明了自己的缺陷和偏执。

你学的财会,知道收入成本利润是针对一个核算单位而言的,却不能融会贯通地明白生命也是一个独立核算单位,不能对自己人生的利润表做出前瞻和有价值的预算。你甚至对人生最大的收入是什么,人生最大的成本是什么都没有清晰明确的概念。

童年的梦被现实的锋利刺破,散落一地。

你开始了漫长的挣扎。

挣扎是需要付出代价的。那种疼痛只有自己知道。当你明白人是什么,生命是什么,明白山不会向你走来,需要你自己主动向山走去,明白别人没有错,世事没有错,错的只会是自己,当你明白命运不是自己随意修改的文字,当你明白人生悲剧或喜剧不是自已拿捏得准的角色,当你开始随遇而安心平气和起来,你人生的精华已悄悄流逝。

只余下惆怅。

你,站在不惑的边缘,叹一口号气,清点陈旧的光阴,那风那月,那忧伤那愁绪,历历在目,居然如风般的温柔。你了然明白,不管阳光还是风雨,过去了的总有几分美丽。

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Hurricane Influences the Crude Oil  posté le jeudi 11 septembre 2008 09:24

 

The panoramic network reports on September 11 on Thursday the crude oil price of international market rises slightly, put in 103 dollars in order. The hurricane ends the wind-force of gram is strengthened, the closing from oil field on the bank of Gulf of Mexico, the market worries the production of the oil plant will be influenced. 

 

The crude oil price delivering goods at o'clock, October Beijing time 14:12, in the trade period of electric board, go up by 0.66 dollars, 0.6% of amount of the increase, the newspaper of 103.24 dollars / barrel. The present culmination is in 103.95 dollars. 

 

Have, analyze fluctuation of crude oil price might increase, watch hurricane end gram might raise the oil price a short time, but if the hurricane influences and smaller than expectancy, the pressure that the crude oil price faces will increase. 

 

Show from Louisiana to crude oil harbour on the bank, because the influence of the hurricane has suspended the crude oil to transport. Expect the oil refining ability that per day to 2,700,000 barrels of the oil plant. Analyze that thinks, estimate the hurricane ends gram will make the output of oil refining influenced, so influence the stock of the products, on the other hand, the hurricane has influenced the import of the American crude oil. 

 

The meeting on September 9 of OPEC keeps 28,800,000 barrels the output of crude oil that per day does not change, require member states to produce according to quotas made. OPEC say, according to quota production, reduce 520,000 barrels if per day. 

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The typhoon " gull "  posté le vendredi 18 juillet 2008 03:47

The provincial meteorological observatory of Zhejiang releases the urgent alarm of typhoon at 16 o'clock today, estimates the typhoon " gull " No. 7 in 2008 May go to the north of Fujian Province to take in Zhejiang to land coastally from at dusk tomorrow to morning of the day after tomorrow, or wipe closely to go up north coastally in Zhejiang Province.
   
The typhoon No. 7 of this year "  The gull " ,The centre seat lean towards it on the ocean surface of 543 kilometers of south directions from the southeast of Wenzhou at 16 on the 17th, it is on 23.4 degrees, 122.5 degrees of east longitudes of north latitude, 97,500 handkerchieves of atmospheric pressure in the centre, near the largest wind-force in the centre of 12 grades, the radius of solar or lunar halo of force 7 is 300 kilometers, the radius of solar or lunar halo of force 10 is 80 kilometers. Centre of the typhoon is leaning towards the north direction to move to the Northwest at the speed of 15-20 kilometers per hour at present, near to the sea of the east of Taiwan gradually, may spend lotuses going to Yilan to take in Taiwan to land coastally tonight, then takes and nears to the south of Zhejiang of the north of Fujian Province coastally, may land between Wenling of Zhejiang coastally again in Lianjiang of Fujian by night on the afternoon of the 18th.
   
Receive " the gull "  Influence, the wind-force of coastal sea of southeast will reach force 8- 10 from the night of today; The wind-force of coastal sea of Zhejiang will reach force 9- 10 from tomorrow, and will strengthen to 11- 13 grades gradually, the wind-force of coastal area of Zhejiang can be up to force 7- 9. There will be torrential rain, some torrential rain the day after tomorrow of tomorrow in the coastal area of Zhejiang, there is extra torrential rain in the specific place.
   
China Meteorological Administration had already started one grade of emergency of typhoon to respond this morning; Defend meaning and start one grade of emergency of typhoon to respond at the night in Zhejiang.
   
To the typhoon "  The gull " The influence that may cause, the weather bureau of Fujian Province starts the emergency preplan of the tertiary meteorological calamity at 10 on the 17th, release the urgent alarm of typhoon. It is estimated to 19 day, coastal all city weather overcast shower or thunder shower have, Ningde, Fuzhou some counties and cities there is torrential rain 18, there is torrential rain in some counties and cities; There is heavy rain in four cities and some counties and cities in Putian, Quanzhou, Xiamen, ZhangZhou, there is torrential rain in some counties and cities.
   
The weather bureau of Jiangsu Province releases predicting on the 17th too: By 19 days, there is some torrential rain of moderate rain or heavy rain in Jiangsu Province Huaihe River areas to the south, and the wind with leaning towards Peking University, 7- 8 grades by land, about 9 grades in the coastal areas and districts of entrance of Changjiang River of the south of Jiangsu. There are shower, and wind, about 7 grades by land with leaning towards Peking University in the area of the east of Jiangsu on the 20th, 8-9 grades in the coastal sea.

There will be tempest rain tomorrow of tonight
   
The typhoon No. 7 of this year "  The gull " Landed in the south of the county of Yilan of Taiwan Province last night, the night of today or tomorrow before dawn " gull " May take in Zhejiang from Wenling to Lianjiang of Fujian again and land coastally, producing more serious trials and hardship Zhejiang, Fujian, Jiangsu, Shanghai influences.
   
   
The municipal flood control headquarter sent out the urgent notice at yesterday, demanded to do the typhoon " gull " No. 7 of this year well with all strength Defend work. Predict according to the meteorological department, " gull " When being close to Shanghai, will bring heavier trials and hardship to this city, while happen to be the 4th astronomical spring tide flood of flood season of this year, may present the wind, cruel, tide when the time comes"  Three meets "  The phenomenon, it is very severe that the flood prevention defends a situation.
   
   
Typhoon " gull " Probably skim over Shanghai from the south directly. Because this typhoon influences, there will be heavy or torrential rain in Shanghai by tomorrow, the wind-force will be strengthened too. Urban area wind-force can up to 6-8 force, riverine coastal area and entrance of Changjiang River 7-9 of district, foreign mountain harbor and Shanghai coastal sea 9-11; The total amount of precipitation of course can reach the intensity of torrential rain. The high-temperature weather of this city will be relieved to some extent at the same time.
   
   
Order according to China Meteorological Administration, the weather bureau of Shanghai starts the tertiary emergency to respond. The leaders at all levels of weather bureau in Shanghai implement the system on duty for 24 hours. The business personnel of weather bureau of county are on duty in 24 hours, set up " one pair of hillocks " Predict that serves the work of assisting, meet the important weather state or according to predicting the service demand, can put forward to meteorological observatory in the centre, hold a conference or consultation request at any time. Every unit serves the officer and reports the disaster and service situation to the seat of honor as soon as possible, meet an urgent need in the team and dress up and prepare for the journey, plan to hurry to the front and investigate field service and disaster at any time.
   
   
The municipal urgent notice of flood control headquarter is emphasized, three islands and mainland coastal area especially Kingsoft, Fengxian, Nanhui area and the foreign mountain deep water port, East China Sea bridge in Chongming are the focal point of defence of this city, relevant county and unit want, do according to prediction scheme well first line personnel withdraw, ship make port take shelter from the wind, lifting apparatus person who strengthen work outside the seawall, ensure the security of different homework, constructors outside of seawall dyke; (have and connect the first)  Safety inspection and management that every county, every department should strengthen all kinds of building sites, high altitude structures, shade tree correctly etc., the flood prevention should suspend the construction, field, high altitude work during a set of prewarning according to the regulation to prevent from, and do work such as the reinforcement, locking of construction equipment such as the tower crane well in time. Every county especially riverine coastal area should do homework constructors and temporary builder's temporary shed of building site outside the seawall well according to the prediction scheme, withdrawing from shifting the preparation of the residents of dilapidated house.
   
The highest temperature of this city reached 37 ¡æat yesterday, the meteorological observatory of city center released the orange early warning signal of the high temperature. According to experience, before the typhoon comes, it is often more sultry.

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Surmount Era  posté le mercredi 18 juin 2008 04:33

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Building skyscraping, rate of traffic flow among the modern city of interest, monk hold the  alms bowl in  hand, walk slowly along the street, see this scene, perhaps common people will grow a kind of strange feeling at once, the big hair sighs with deep feeling for tradition and modern difference! But most Thailanders do not have this kind of feeling, Thai Buddhism has surmounted era, still guiding the modern life of local people.

During staying in Thailand, I have especially looked out for the local personage's work in this respect of Buddhism circle, have found per layer of personage's affirmation and acceptance of Buddha dharma in modern Thailand too.

Among safe the east one study of scholar, I browse one card than hard thesis of Dr. conveniently, Wen Zhong says: "Buddhism is certainly an old religion, but it is in the modern life and contemporary value of respect, but it is definite to get more and more.  " Another scholar thinks too: "Buddha's teaching method, very identical modern idea, it has achievement of perspecting nature most since the dawn of human civilization. This kind of teaching method needs applying in actual life, it wants us to perspect life, but not only watch that lives. "

In Thailand, people not merely affirm Buddha dharma in idea, the ones that are rich in positive meaninger are, they incorporate Buddha dharma in the modern society, apply to life. Thailanders, to acceptance and application of Buddha dharma, the most obvious one is no more than they generally accept and sit in meditation training. The personages of various circles of society have all regarded sitting in meditation as essential cultural life, have regarded as one's own ability of improving, spirit to benefit society train, elder outstanding merits and virtues teach, popularize, sit in meditation as answer, guide masses too, carry forward the convenience of Buddha dharma extensively. Thai public affair organ, school, enterprise,etc. of government, each department of personnels participate in deep meditation hold training collectively often, the holding of this kind of atmosphere, I'm afraid that difficult to compare in other all parts of the world. During the process of joining and visiting the temple, I have seen many times the letter accepts Bhiksu to guide allly, carry on the deep meditation and repair the touching scene trained. It is said body temple law body stupa, law of Thai, turn on light, have 30,000 more than people gather temple once, sit in meditation for three days collectively, can repair the law in such grand deep meditation, I think I can be regarded as the first in the world too.

Buddhism sits in the deep meditation that Thailand carries forward, belong to the order deep meditation of the teaching method of Theravada, is made and entered the end view borned and repaired the law in a proper order eight times by four deep meditations in this world. Nowadays paying attention to the times of the result instantly, this kind of Buddhist who can hasten into and become effective instantly repairs the initial approach to become a Buddhist believer, the ones that undoubtedly met and guided everybody are one big and convenient.

It is a famous scientist of Thailand, and a member of congress too to beg and reach doctors refinedly, he says: "I am a politician, and a scientist too, not only like this, I am entrepreneur and educationist too, can be competent at all these ability and sedate in order to find, over the past 34 years, I cultivation sit quietly constantly in morning and evening of every day. Sitting in meditation can promote memory, improve the intensity with absorbed mental and physical efforts, so, sitting in meditation can help us to study, make everything in our life get the interests.    While studying for the doctorate in London, the teacher has said on my Zen Buddhism: ' Buddha dharma is the responsibility, responsibility is the Buddha dharma. You are a student now, your Buddha dharma is to read the good book, no matter what you do in daily life, your Buddha dharma is to try one's best to finish responsibility. ' I in accordance with practise Buddhism or Taoism by research,climb pieces of pieces of peak constantly.  "

Seeing the achievement in this respect of Thai Buddhism circle, I have increased a kind of sense of urgency. They still pay attention to repairing family in fact in this way, how could we kill time casually and longly? Hide two places of Chinese, it has always been Mahayana Buddha dharma enlightening by education area that has paid attention to entering the WTO, but we, in the face of the modern society, with what does kind of effective convenience meet and guide the masses extensively?

Chinese has numerous persons who study Buddha at home too, but in practising Buddhism or Taoism to incorporate life, guiding life, compared with Thailander, I think that still there is very great disparity. Some people often conflict with family, office while repairing and studying Buddha dharma, make the relation very tense; After some people will repair the thing of studying Buddha dharma and push to the old age and retire; Some people will study Buddha and totally place hope on the environment. All these are not appropriate methods. Go out of house special good luck of cultivation, receive personal, should hold attentively, on one hand it shoulder community responsibility, should bunch is built with one's own corresponding initial approach to become a Buddhist believer when being daily on the other hand, personal ones that got, shouldered the responsibility for one's own future for oneself. Buddha dharma and generation law, originally two law, Buddha dharma propose for people of era any what a intelligence principle of life it is, if can contract enter Buddha dharma, that have with society incompatible result definitely. Master can say six grandfathers are intelligent: "Buddha dharma in in this world, from feel in this world, pass away bodhi of looking for, just as asking rabbit's corner. " Its dense purpose has justice that Buddhism corresponds with society of every eras too. If the persons who study Buddha at home can study the Buddha dharma of practising Buddhism or Taoism all one's life like begging and reaching doctors refinedly like that, how significant and happy that will be!

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